To The love of my Life - Jacob xxx

Ok - so lets see..
i mess up EVERYTHING. annoy. upset. hurt . irritate and confuse you.
but yet you still love me more than anything in the world?

i think you crazy...even though i feel the same about you...but you hardly ever mess up. annoy. upset. hurt. irritate me - Yea you confuse me sometimes - but im easily confused!

i just dont understand how someone like you - who is so so amazing.gorgeous.kind.loving.forgiving. Perfect. could possibly Like me.
Let alone Love me |:
im not complaining because i love you more than all the billions of stars in the world.
&+ i'd never hurt you intentionally and i'd Never do anything to harm you!
you mean everything to me!!
i think i'd die of a broken heart if i ever ever lost you :'(
Just the thought of it is making me wana cry.

i do &+ say STUPID things because i either try not to sound stupid or do anything stupid....however the opposite effect usually happens...
i am SO SO SO SO SO majorlyy sorry for everything i have & will ever do to hurt you.
but the truth is.
i love you So so So Much more than you will EVER know or realise. words & pictures cannot describe my feelings towards you.
im sucha screw up..and im pleased you have chosen to be with a screw up like me than to have been with anyone else. because although i do TOTALLY mess EVERYTHING up i will always always alway love you more than anyone thing on this planet!!
You are HONESTLY my everything!!

in this world there are hundreds of thousands or billions of people - & there wil be even more to come - but i promise you than out of all of the people who have been & gone you are the ONE i want to be with & i will only ever want to be with you!

Jacob - i trust you with my life &+ i believe every word that comes out of your mouth - even if i dont admit it.
you make me feel more beautiful and special than anyone in the world.space or universe. NOTHING &+ NOONE will EVER compare to you!!!!!!!!


I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!! &+ even this still cannot describe what you mean to me!!!

FOREVER I AM YOURS MY LEMON FLAVOURED JELLY BAYBEE BEAN xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

MY LOVE TO YOU ALWAYS - I SHALL LOVE YOU FORVER!! TIL DEATH DO US PART!! <3

LOVE FROM YOUR REBECCA <3 XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

being Love siick

its happened Againn ):
i knoow in my head that i will see you soon.
but i also know that i have to wait days.
This means i get those feelings againn!
Confusionn.uncertanty. alone. trapped. bored.

i knoe that i miss you -
&+ this is why it occurrs.
i think im guna die if the days dont pass quickly.
i worry about you so very much. its painful.

im soo unsure of what to do. . . i keep changing my miindd.
so tired & scared you might find someone else..proves my insecurity ):

i Love You dont leave me. come see me soon. i beg of you!!

<3 xxx

Addictedd [29.07.10]

i think you've done it.
you've pulled me in.
got me trapped. hooked.

im addicted. addicted to you.
Like a drug to me.
highs and lows occurr.
They happy Times out weigh the bad.
expensive like real thing.
i need a quick fix
every known again.
the more time i spend with you,
the more i want to.

baby. if you ever left.
id die.
nothing can replace you.
your the very special kind.
its taken me years to find you.
no i have you -
daily dosage is needed.

im addicted. addicted to you.
Like a drug to me.
highs and lows occurr.
They happy Times out weigh the bad.
expensive like real thing.
i need a quick fix
every known again.
the more time i spend with you,
the more i want to.

i can pop you like a pill.
kiss your sweet lips.
i can inject your love into my heart.
so thats where you'll stay.
need a hit to keep me stable.
without you i collapse.

im addicted. addicted to you.
Like a drug to me.
highs and lows occurr.
They happy Times out weigh the bad.
expensive like real thing.
i need a quick fix
every known again.
the more time i spend with you,
the more i want to.

You got me addicted. addicted to you.
your my medication. my drug.

L.O.V.E – 19th April 2010

We’ve got that L O V E kinda thing
That L O V E kinda thing going on
L O V E equals you and me

Nothin can break us apart
We own each a key to one anothers hearts
No one can take this feeling from us
We’re stuck like glue
Guna spend every second i can with you

We’ve got that L O V E kinda thing
That L O V E kinda thing going on
L O V E equals you and me


People are jealous of what we have
We talk for hours
Fall asleep together
Laugh and joke around
My lifes content when im with you

We’ve got that L O V E kinda thing
That L O V E kinda thing going on
L O V E equals you and me

I wont go breaking your heart
You gotta trust me.
Believe me
Understand that your my one and only
Because

We’ve got that L O V E kinda thing
That L O V E kinda thing going on
L O V E equals you and me
We’ve got that L O V E kinda thing
That L O V E kinda thing going on
L O V E equals you and me
L O V E L O V E L O V E !!

Come Back [18.07.10]

People Say that i’ll be ok and you’ll be back sooner than i know.
But i’ve been so sad since the second you kissed me goodbye.
I know you’ve only gone for a short while but seems so long in my mind.

Time is seeming as its never passing.
My favourite TV programmes are even boring now.
I feel unwell and alone.
I just need you. I need you to come back home.

Now 5 days doesn’t seem to long in your mind.
But for its seems like a lifetime
I cant communicate to you at all.
The distance isn’t short.
Its like someone has shut a door on us.

Time is seeming as its never passing.
My favourite TV programmes are even boring now.
I feel unwell and alone.
I just need you. I need you to come back home.

Every second your not with me
&+ i know that im not guna see you for a week
My heart starts hurting.
I feel so weak.
I just want to sleep the days away.
I need you here. I know you want me there
But we both know its impossible

Time is seeming as its never passing.
My favourite TV programmes are even boring now.
I feel unwell and alone.
I just need you. I need you to come back home.

We can make it threw this. We are so strong together.
Nothing can break us. We’ve been through rough times together.
So the space between us could just make our feelings stronger.

Time is seeming as its never passing.
My favourite TV programmes are even boring now.
I feel unwell and alone.
I just need you. I need you to come back home.
Time is seeming as its never passing.
My favourite TV programmes are even boring now.
I feel unwell and alone.
I just need you. I need you to come back home.
I just need you. I need you to come back home.

a Little Thing By Me & jakee :D

i closed my legs (i closed my legs) and crushed my nackers ahha aa they were crush like crackers so they really hurtt ... the screams you hear (the screams you hear) are definately real aahh a haaa cant you hearr i cant fakee!

Hold me Tight

I don’t know
What’s going on?
What is going wrong?
I think confusion has taken over
I think we’ve got to in over our heads
I want to be there for you
But you say you can do it alone.
I act like i don’t need you
But you should know by now that i do.

Hold me tight
Never let me go
Don’t let me out of your sight
Just cuddle me when we’re alone
Say that you love me
And that you care
Cause I need reassurance
That your always guna be there
So hold me close
Stare into my eyes
Kiss my nose
Say every things going to be alright
As long as I have you
I’ll be ok
So don’t ever leave me
Just hold me throughout the day.
Hold me close

You’re my sweetheart
My darling boy
If i need you all i gotta do is call
You understand me
And even though we fight
We make it through together
Talk until morning light
We will watch the sun come up
I’ll be lying in your arms

Hold me tight
Never let me go
Don’t let me out of your sight
Just cuddle me when we’re alone
Say that you love me
And that you care
Cause I need reassurance
That your always guna be there
So hold me close
Stare into my eyes
Kiss my nose
Say every things going to be alright
As long as I have you
I’ll be ok
So don’t ever leave me
Just hold me throughout the day.
Hold me close

I want to spend every waking moment with you
I am always thinking ... thinking of you
I worry myself sick hoping your ok
Even though i know you will be
You can look after yourself
It’s me that needs protection
Hold me tight
Never let me go
Don’t let me out of your sight
Just cuddle me when we’re alone
Say that you love me
And that you care
Cause I need reassurance
That you’re always guna be there
So hold me close
Stare into my eyes
Kiss my nose
Say every things going to be alright
As long as I have you
I’ll be ok
So don’t ever leave me
Just hold me throughout the day.
Hold me close

i want to be with you forever
cause i no i’m in love with you
we have our rocky patches
but everyone does
people say im bonkers
you say the best people always are
you kiss my head make me feel complete
when I say goodnight
your still there in my sleep.

Hold me tight
Never let me go
Don’t let me out of your sight
Just cuddle me when we’re alone
Say that you love me
And that you care
Cause I need reassurance
That you’re always guna be there
So hold me close
Stare into my eyes
Kiss my nose
Say every things going to be alright
As long as I have you
I’ll be ok
So don’t ever leave me
Just hold me throughout the day.

Just hold me tight
I never want you to let me go.

Liife

life is a crazy thing.

it makes you have sad times.

but laughter to.

you can cry in either of these - situations.

whatever suits you is just fine.

when you find someone

worth fighting for.

hold on to him or her.

cause life wont be complete

without them.

What do you see

in yourself?

do you see someone worthy of love?

in life - you must make crazy decisions.

you have to make mistakes.

move on. go forward in life.

just life...

is not simple.

the truth hurts sometimes.

Being lied to is something inevitable.

so dont be surprised when i happens.

Life - Oh life.

is an ever changing game.

Fashions.passion.

The way to do things never stays the same.

basically Life is every changing.re-arranging. bundle of confusion.

<3

i love you; three words, eight letters - that fit so very perfectly together.

the problem occurs when one person says it to another without meaning it Or showing any emotion.

Therefore these three words that in total is eight little letters Must be said to people who you truly care for.

You must also be careful of which type of love you are using within you sentence in which you say this very simple but meaningful sentence.

You may decide to say i love you to perhaps a friend - this type of love is very different to the type of love you say to your parents And even more of a difference occurs when you begin to tell your boyfriend or Girlfriend you love them. You must always decide what means the most.

If you think you truly truly love your boyfriend or girlfriend then you should say i Love you - within this sentence the i is Extreemly important and that one letter can make all the difference to how you feel, as it is very different from just sayin love you - as this just may be the sort of thing you say when you want to tell your bestfriends you care about them.

The way you spell LOVE is always very important to the person you are saying it to.

if you spell love the way that the english language intended it to be it can be powerful if put in the correct sentence. an example of the perfect way to show & say you care is by simply saying :

i Love You.

so When you are thinkin about saying these three words to someone - just make sure you use the correct way.

because love is a VERY powerful thing Or Very Pointless unless you use it correctly.

But Jacob - i Love You!! xxxxxxxxx

Jealousy (One of Those Girls)

i was once a little girl

Who had big dreams and Fantasies

They never seemed to come true for me.

It was heart breaking enough

to see all those other girls

With everything they wanted.

Jealousy is an ugly thing.

But what am i supposed to do?

When all i see is them standing there

In front of you.

Whilst im over here.

Holding on to anything i can

To stop myself from falling.

Jealousy is an ugly thing,

its making me this way.

Making me hold on tight

to anything and all ive got.

But its ok, for all those other girls.

i only had my dreams

in the day and whilst i am asleep.

i stood there on my own,

with no one there to catch me if i fell.

They were so lucky,

those other girls

Who always had someone permanently there

For them.

Jealousy is an ugly thing.

But what am i supposed to do?

When all i see is them standing there

In front of you.

Whilst im over here.

Holding on to anything i can

To stop myself from falling.

Jealousy is an ugly thing,

its making me this way.

Making me hold on tight

to anything and all ive got.

But its ok, for all those other girls

Used Smile

You think, that i'm happy, but im not,

this smile is the Best lie that ive got!

Yea you brought it, yes you brought it

but it was for your own good.

I didn't want to upset you

so i didn't tell you the truth

i used this smile everyday to hide,

all my pain.

To keep you happy, i used this smile.

i Dont know what went wrong

i was happy when we started going along.

But something changed,

and i cant figure it out

because ive tried and tried and tried.

I didn't want to upset you

so i didn't tell you the truth

i used this smile everyday to hide,

all my pain.

To keep you happy, i used this smile.

im sorry that i had to lie to you

i just didnt now how to tell you the truth.

i couldn't walk up to you and say it

so i used this smile to keep it

all locked up inside of me.

I didn't want to upset you

so i didn't tell you the truth

i used this smile everyday to hide,

all my pain.

To keep you happy, i used this smile.

i used my smile cause its the best lie that i've got.

i used it to protect you.

Body Portrayal of Love

I Really dunno what to do

My eyes are throbbing

and my heart is screaming for you.

i Need you here with me.

right now. My whole self

Speaks the Language if love

Mascara is running down my face.

My breathings plummeted

as if i was in space.

Why cant you see that

i need you now?

I really dunno what to do

My eyes are throbbing

and my heart is screaming for you.

i need you here with me.

right now. My whole self

Speaks the Language of Love.

Each of my body parts

speaks its own language

using either emotional

or physical pain to

capture my attention.

i really dunno what to do

My eyes are throbbing

and my heart is screaming for you

i Need you here with me.

Right now. My whole self

Speaks the Language of Love.

My Knees are shaking

wobbling like jelly.

I can hardly stand up.

A pain in my stomach.

So deep like a knife going in for a cut.

Cant you see this is how

my body portrays the feeling

of True Love.

Can you understand this is how

my body portrays the feeling

of True love.

I really dunno what to do

My eyes are throbbing

and my heart is screaming for you.

i need you here with me

Right now. My whole self

Speaks the language of Love.

An Untitled Poem

Feelings. Swelling up in my heart
Emotion converted into tears
Whenever your not around.
Basically i need you.
Without you im lost;
An emotional Wreck.
You & your love
Keep me stable

The truth about People

Ok, so lets face it. People come into your life.
There are some you want to stay in your life forever - but dont.
There are some who maybe your not too bothered if they leave or not.
However you must always remember that if someone enters your life and leaves for whatever reason. They're really not ment to be there for some reason Or for that period of time.
If they realy are ment to be in your life they will be. They may seem to dissapear or be in the background for a while.
But when they are neede or their time comes they'll be standing right beside you.
and the ones who stay in your life constantly are supposed to be there. Through thick and thin.
im guessing they are the ones you call your bestfriends. Because maybe they have chosen to be there and stay by your side for the long amount of time they have.
Treasure every moment you spend with each special person in your life because once that moment has gone it is lost forever and only memories help it live on.

So keep the ones you love with all your heart whether that be the love like in a family,Friendship, Husband Or wife. Close to you & treasure every second,minute.hour.day.week.month year. & always have something that is a memory of that time. (:

Thaat Otherr Giirll

i know im not perfect
&+ i know she is
But the truth
is what you need to know
and that would be that
she cant love you anymore than a friend

She's just a girl who pretends to care
Im a girl who really does
Please dont leave
Or say its over
cause i cant let you go
Your my one and only
So dont leave me for -
That other girl

You have dont it before
i hope you dont do it again
Cause maybe next time i wont be waitin
Cant take the pain no more
Im holding on by a thread
We are great together you know it

Shes just a girl who pretends to care
im a girl who really does
Please dont leave
Or say its over
Cause i cant let you go
Your my one and only
so dont leave me for -
That other girl

You should know
that the other girls are just
Pretty faces no personalities
And boy you know
that when you look at me
i can make you smile
Hours pass when we are together
We dont even notice
But i know im not good enough
for you
Cause im not that girl

Shes just a girl who pretends to care
Im a girl who really does
Please dont leave
Or say its Over
Cause i cant let you go
Your my one and only
So dont leave me for -
That other Girl

Love & Trust

You Cover my heart
You cover my heart with kisses
Make me feel loved.
You take my hand.
Save me from the dark.
And all the danger that surrounds us.

We've got that love thing going on
The trust thing that keeps our relationship strong.
Making this the best feeling in the world.
Dont wana let go or say goodbye.
stay with me darling til the end of time
Promise me - your never guna leave.

Things dont always fo to plan though.
Our happy times can chnage to sad ones in a moment.
we try to recover
sometimes i end up in tears.
But a cuddle seems to make everything dissapear.

We've got that love thing going on.
The trust that keeps our relationship strong.
Making this the best feeling in the world.
Dont wana let go or say goodbye.
Stay with me darling til the end of time.
Promise me - your never guna leave.

When we are older. More independant.
we can have a family. A House.
Because what we have is special.
No one else in the universe can feel it.
Or understand. we are so so perfect
Never let go of my hand.

We've got that love thing going on.
The trust thing that keeps our relationship strong.
Making this the best feeling in the world.
Dont wana let go or say goodbye.
Stay with me darling til the end of time.
Promise me - your never guna leave.

Love and trust is what keeps us
Love and trust is what keeps us
Love and trust is what keeps us
Strong. So dont you leave or i'll be weak once again.

Space Written 13th April 2010

i dont know if i can do this
i dont know if i can do this anymore
Everything keeps playing in the back of my mind.
Are you really worth fighting for?
I just wana scream
Let Everything ouy
Forget that it happened at all
But i cant
i feel Dirty - Filthy Dirty
Thinking That she had apart in your life
i cannot describe the hurt i feel inside.

Tears are streaming down my face
i tell you that im ok
that we're ok
but i dont know for certain
i've lost control of my emotions
im starring into space

Let me out this nightmare
i was only gone for a short time
i trusted you - believed you
and this is what i get
i'm weak unlike you
can't face the music, forgive you
Not quite yet
The time is ticking past
i'm doubting if we are even met to be
Or am i meant to just walk out - leave?

Tears are sreaming down my face
i tell you that im ok
that we're ok
but i dont know for certain
ive lost control of my emotions
im starring into space

Nooooooo get me out
make it all go away
scream and shout
i feel like you've ripped my heart out
How can you say you loved me back then?
After this?

Tears are still streaming down my face
i tell you that im ok
that we're ok
But i dont know for certain
ive lost control of my emotions
im starring into space