Space Written 13th April 2010

i dont know if i can do this
i dont know if i can do this anymore
Everything keeps playing in the back of my mind.
Are you really worth fighting for?
I just wana scream
Let Everything ouy
Forget that it happened at all
But i cant
i feel Dirty - Filthy Dirty
Thinking That she had apart in your life
i cannot describe the hurt i feel inside.

Tears are streaming down my face
i tell you that im ok
that we're ok
but i dont know for certain
i've lost control of my emotions
im starring into space

Let me out this nightmare
i was only gone for a short time
i trusted you - believed you
and this is what i get
i'm weak unlike you
can't face the music, forgive you
Not quite yet
The time is ticking past
i'm doubting if we are even met to be
Or am i meant to just walk out - leave?

Tears are sreaming down my face
i tell you that im ok
that we're ok
but i dont know for certain
ive lost control of my emotions
im starring into space

Nooooooo get me out
make it all go away
scream and shout
i feel like you've ripped my heart out
How can you say you loved me back then?
After this?

Tears are still streaming down my face
i tell you that im ok
that we're ok
But i dont know for certain
ive lost control of my emotions
im starring into space